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Monday, June 9, 2008
Being || hungry
Listening || Breathless - Shayne Ward
Lyric || You don't even know how very special you are, you leave me breathless. You're eveything good in my life...

On guilt - still feeling guilty. I should really go visit him and clear everything, just put everything out there. I didn't outright lie, but there was a lot I didn't say and in reality, that's basically the same as lying. It's been over three months - I really should have come clean, and that was a huge mistake on my part. Friends don't do that to each other. Maybe it's karma. Oh bullshit, I don't believe in karma. Or do I?

It's breathtaking to think of you
And to learn that sometimes the only way out is through
It's mindnumbing to think of yesterday,
I'd run to you now if I could but things have changed...

Joey | {} | filed under: musings relationships

Sunday, January 7, 2007
Drinking || much honey + hot water
Being || slackertype
Lyrics || "Times are strange. We got a free upgrade for, SNAKES ON A PLANE"

Much love towards Sam for finally bringing her subdomain back up to speed!! I love her face to death. Except apparantly she is now a beast intern, so I might have to break up with her. I just can't accept her for who she is anymore. It's tough, yes, but... *sniffle* I'll get through these coming dark and depressing days. When I found out, it was as if LIGHTNING had struck down from the heavens! O! An arrow through my still-beating heart! *pain* When she told me, my thoughts of love toward Sam shattered into a hundred-million-bajillion-trillion-ten pieces and the rain pattered on my leaking roof. WHY OH WHY IS IT NEVER MY DAY?!? WHEN WILL I FIND THE ONE FOR MEEEEE?! I refuse to marry a beast. Each day of pure pwnage our children and our grandchildren would suffer is a cause for pain. *Slits wrists with conveniently-placed razor blade*

*cough* *choke* *HACKKKKK* - *dies* *floats off to the pearly gates of heaven*

ACCESS DENIED. *flushed down a toilet to hell* *oh hello Sam, what are you doing here?*

Now there shall be less pwnage in the world.

This will most definately be the post with the least amount of large, profound-sounding words because Sam, Anya, and Chen = SMART BEYOND COMPREHENSION whereas me = 1337 BEYOND COMPREHENSION. Booyah.

This is the part where I attempt some high-level mathematical geometric proofs.

2+2 = FISH!!! (given)
...
Nevermind I give up.

I ate some parmesan goldfish today. I can't spell that and I had to go to the kitchen to get the bag to look up the proper spelling of "par-me-san" so now I am staring at a half-empty bag of goldfish crackers and mmmmm now I'm eating them. *munch*

CONVERSATION WITH A BEAST!!!!!
Beast: plz dont let dota ruin your life
Me: too late *ruined*

DotA = Defense of the Ancients, a Warcraft III: The Frozen Throne mod. It's like when you get a hero (beastly person) and you run around pwning other people and destroying bases. It's ridiculously addictive, and I've only been playing against the computer so I can figure out the heroes. Oh and apps due next Monday, and finals next week. I should study. /cry

I am also sad because I want to go on a after-finals ski/snowboard trip but it doesn't look like it's going to happen because nobody is willing to commit. SIGHHHHH

*ACHOOOOOOO* Sorry about that. I'm allergic to n00bs.

I massacred the fingers off my gloves and tried to sew some pimp skulls onto them today. They look funny and the cloth unraveled so now I am left with deformed skulls that eat through the thread that keeps them to the gloves.

I want to go shopping at Union Square after finals. With Anya and James-sama fo sho. At H&M because that store is for hip, young people who wear the coolest clothes ever - like us. HEH HEH HEHHHHHHHHHH

Can we please GAME IT UP?! *pokes coords Sam and Chen*

Joey | {} | filed under: random relationships